I don't put myself on Jeff Beck's level but I can relate to him when he says he'd rather be working on his car collection than playing the guitar.
Learning to play with a big amplifier is like trying to control an elephant.
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
Surround yourself with good people. Whether they're the best or not people are capable of learning if they've got good hearts and they're good souls.