Of all the things I've done the most vital is coordinating those who work with me and aiming their efforts at a certain goal.
You can't just let nature run wild.
My work always tried to unite the true with the beautiful but when I had to...
I can be almost terminally grief-stricken because things are so dire but at the same time there's a real lightheartedness about just the recoverability of life of how things change how they're not the same ever again.