I am obsessed with beauty. I want everything to be perfect and of course it isn't. And that's a tough place to be because you're never satisfied.
People don't have time to wait for somebody to paint their portraits anymore....
I feel by posing for Playboy I've discovered my own sexuality and beauty and...
We busted a lot of family secrets with this. But to make a long story short my parents relationship was built heavily on security issues for my Mom and when my Dad couldn't provide security the relationship unraveled.
