While I very much wanted to be in a relationship I didn't want to be in the wrong one.
Nobody ever seems to want my advice about serious stuff. People will be like:...
I feel an intense intimacy with those who have this loathing interest in me....
I feel fortunate I have this amazing relationship with so many people in America because I was in their homes at a very private time of day. They probably might have still had their robe on and their slippers and haven't made the beds.