People - not just in their teenage years - hold on to this fantasy of love when they're not ready to have a real relationship.
Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever.
I feel an intense intimacy with those who have this loathing interest in me....
I have a lack of fear whereas in the past the fear of failure was a powerful motivator. Anyway I have great expectations for the future but I just don't know if I'm the monarch of all I survey.
