Part of growing up is just taking what you learn from that and moving on and not taking it to heart.
I was in New York and I walked into this pet store and came out with a dog.
Life goes on and I'm moving on to the next thing but I hope the soaps that...
In many ways it was much much harder to get the first book contract. The hardest thing probably overall has been learning not to trust people publicists and so forth implicitly.