I don't feel a lack of hope. It's just disappointment that after all these years we're still fighting meaningless wars for a handful of people.
The Geezer album Black Science had a lot of keyboards and it did not work.
If you've never felt that you quite got a hold of it you just feel that...
I've always taken my love of children from my father. He was a children magnet. Suddenly having my first child hit home what my dad went through.