Man I hate to get depressing on you but I don't have a game. I'm so alone so depressed so dark no.
Also the more you're not focused on showbiz and instead focused on life...
But the wicked passions of men's hearts alone seem strong enough to leave...
I have had many occasions this year where I questioned and second-guessed my decision in a game but it comes down to learning from mistakes and being accountable for what you did right or did wrong.